This obsession is catching let me tell you. It's like wildfire, passing with a glance, a touch, a whispered word, heated caresses in an empty room-- Lust. My sin of choice is gaining speed in my life, haha, and I've realized that this want, need, obsession-- call it what you want-- is an important part of me. I couldn't date a guy or even think of being with a guy knowing that it's not an option for him. As horrible as that sounds, I'm like that guy who dumps his virgin girlfriend because she won't have sex with him. Wow. Haha only I'm not going to lead some girl on into thinking I love her so I can bed her, oh no, I'm not stooping that low. But I know that I can't fully get into a relationship with a guy knowing we're never going to be physical because I know in my heart of hearts that it's only a matter of time before I seek it elsewhere or temptation befalls me. I'm strong, but if the opportunity presents itself and I'm not committed, believe you me, I'm leaping at the opportunity.
Sex is as much a part of me as writing or dancing, so if a guy has a problem with that, he can take his pansy ass somewhere else with that.
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