Tuesday, September 8, 2009

A crush or a curse?

I have feelings for a boy again, and before you call me any names can I just say that I’ve known this kid for a year and some change. I’ve always had a bit of a flirtationship with him, but I’ve never thought of him as anything but a pleasant guy who’s kinda cute. He’s not my type: quiet, shy, really smart and a straight edge. But there’s something about him that’s engaging and intriguing and funny. He makes me smile and his smile is so sweet.

Maybe I miss the sweet type of guys? You think that’s what’s causing this sudden influx of emotions for a boy I never gave a second glance? Ugh, it’s my old adage coming back to hit me in the mouth, “it shouldn’t be love at first sight, but love at second glance.” Fuck.

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